Asthma feat. GUMI & Megurine Luka

by CawerP

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A story about Schizophrenia and Multiple Identity Disorder.

Do you hear the demons?

lyrics

I don't know how life should
go on when there's no end

Even if I keep walking pass the helping-hand

Fearing where to go and

knowing my soul can't withstand

is breaking something in half

inside my broken self



There might be a way to get out

Yet I didn't find out how

So I'll keep waiting for that door



And though my body starts to rot

and my mind's starting to chop

I'm still believing in the light



I've broken once, and got up again

I've broken twice- it was the same



But despite all that, I'm now reaching my end

It seems like I cannot turn back




I don't know how I should
go on when there's no end

Even if I keep holding out the seeking-hand

Not knowing where to go and

feelings, my soul can't withstand

Words 're breaking something in half
I SEE THEM CUT IN SKIN



The blood is dripping down the knife

"Why can't you just end your life?"

A question, which is repeating



And now THEIR body starts to rot

and their minds 're starting to chop

I lost my belief in the light



"I've broken once, and got up again"

I've broken thrice, it wasN'T the same



"It's enough, I reached my limit just right now"

''You're seeking for a stop? (lol)''


Dancing in my head.

The shadows fill this body with their shady tears

(And see them running down your cheeks, and please your fears)

If you try to run, they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere

(And you ain't going anywhere)
(Your life's our game now)


If this is the ending...

"We're just at the beginning."


Watching, not able to do anything.
They are sucking out your blood
(You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud...)






Bridge:



I don't know how I should
go on when there's no end...

(We are eating your heart, and break down your defense)


Just right now I stopped holding out the seeking hand

(Your blood's running dry.
We are so hungry for more!)



I've broken XXX-
Got up again.

But now I give in to their reign.



"YES, that's right you fool.

Fucking follow the rules."

Parasites 're eating through



Chorus 2:

Fucking with my head.

The shadows fill this body with their shady tears

(And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears)

If you've tried to run, they dragged you down and teared you in their filthy sphere
(And you are staying forever)


If this is now ending...

"We're still at the beginning."


Watching, not able to do anything.
They are hungry for your soul.

They're eating and singing, repeating


Feel the magic poured into your veins, while sipping on the devil's cup
(Sacrificing your (fucking) body and soul)

{Note: Three vocal parts. One saying ''Sacrificing'' over again, one ''your'' then ''fucking your'' at last, and one saying ''body and soul'' all over again.}

Feel how your pith's getting crushed, until it breaks, just like an egg cracks up.
(XXXXX XXXX XXXX)
(...My life's a game now...)


{Note: ''XXXXXXX'' is just something random. Here it is ''ksh dZi: fgz nji: @rt pfz krl l0O:l0 grn''. (ksjigzniortfzcurllolgrn)}


LA LA LA
LA LA LA

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA




Forced a smile.
Cheerily singing,
until my Asthma has come to end.
(aImbhIkVmIN1VvDem)


{Note: ''aImbhIkVmIN1AvDem''♡means ''I'm becoming one of them'' in VOCALOID-English language.}


{Note: The last Chorus is sung by the demons (which is Luka here) and GUMI together. (starting at ''Feel the magic...'')}

credits

released October 2, 2015
Music, Lyrics: CawerP
Illustrator: Colossae

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